Did I say savings account?

I'd laugh if it weren't so painful...went food shopping, indulged a little here and there and the upshot is that we'll be lucky to afford his smokes after the rent and electric get paid. I'm really tiring of this...I mean, it's harder to budget when you don't have a fixed income, never mind that I don't make enough for the both of us. I'm feeling a bit lost. Must shore up the ole motivation once again, and poke Husby with my stick...because we're still trying for small people and lord knows what we'll do if I get stuck on bedrest or something...